Apa yang anda fikirkan apabila berita kematian Michael Jackson sampai kepada pengetahuan anda?
Pada mulanya, saya fikirkan “Biarlah… Pedulik apa aku”. Yalah.. Mana tidaknya.. Seorang yang penuh dengan spekulasi… Dia mati. So?
Tapi, setelah saya mengetahui dia baru sahaja memeluk Islam (dan menukarkan namanya kepada ‘Mikaeel’) dalam satu atau dua tahun lalu, pandangan saya berubah.
Saudara baru saya baru sahaja meninggal dunia. Innalillahi wa innailaihi raji’un.
Dan kini, saya telah mula menceburkan diri dalam bidang mengedit-ngedit gamba.
Gambar ini telah diedit. Teka apa yang diubah. (Senang sangat nak teka.. Cess..)
Dan ini pula…
Pengakuan: Ari 1st BTN, saya telah terambil (ye la tu) dua biji kuih ijau yang macam cengkerang zharfan kura-kura tu. Then, tanpa disangka, rupanya ade yang tak dapat…. So, kepada sesiapa yang tak dapat, saya mintak dihalalkan, bley?
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Header blog ni da diubah. Cantik? Entah, cam ade tak kena je…
It’s been about 20+ days since the last post. lol. What have I been doing? Well, for instance I went away from home for a week to attend those two camps. One of it was good. The other one was bad. No need for me to say which one is which.
But what happened after that? Did I just sleep for the whole one and a half week? Obviously no! I was not sleeping.
No, I was not sleeping. I was living… Yet I was dead… A meaningless life is the same with dead anyway.
I just don’t know what to do. I played online game. And finally (alhamdulillah) got bored with it and I reconstructed my long holiday plans. (Before this, I stupidly planned to play games for the whole 5/6 months!)
But still, I do not know what to do…
Should I work? I wonder if working may prevent me from having my weight-gaining-diet. Then, is there any work that is so free? Hurmmm…. Later larr…
(I see no future, if I continue slacking during this super-duper-marvelous-important-magnificent-beneficial-yet-vulnerable-long holidays)
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I added links to Hazim’s, Usu’s, Jak’s, Farid’s and Redza’s blog. :D
Dan oh ya! Shazminnye gak da ade. Bebudak zaman sekarang memang suka wat blog.
Cuti ni memang panjang. Dalam 5 ke 6 bulan dan saya tatau nak watpe. Akhir keputusan, seperti yang telah dirancang 6 bulan lalu, saya mahu main game sambil menternak lemak.
Dan untuk itu, saya terpaksalah menyediakan sebuah komputer yang cukup baik untuk saya bermain game. Laptop saya tu… Tak yah cakap la. Bak kate Asip, tebalnya laptop saya tu kerna grapik kad. Tapi… nak men DoTA pun xleh…
Jadi, ada satu komputer di rumah ini yang boleh digunapakai. Tapi malangnya, seperti tajuk post ini, tadak grapik kad. Dan kerana game yang saya nak men akan kuar Khamis ni, terpaksala beli skang…
Pegi-pegi Lowyat, alahai… ramainya orang… dan banyaknye kedai… Nasib baek da target kedai yang nk beli… Dan saya pun belilah.
Mase jalan-jalan di Lowyat tu, tengok-tengok la jugak bakal-bakal laptop saya. Hurmmm… Rambang mata. Tapi rase cam nak beli brand lenovo je sebab ok dan tak ramai pakai. Kira macam lain dari lain la nanti. Tengok la dulu.
Dan tiba di rumah, saya keletihan… Dan pening kepala. Dan yang paling ajaib, Shahir online. Mungkinkah dia curi wireless jiran die?
Kesimpulan: Saya dah tanak turun KL melainkan kalo perlu. Wat bazir masa dan tenaga saja pegi kalo takda papa.
P/S: Saya rasa ni kali pertama saya kuar KL tahun ni. Dan sememangnya terasa pelik tengok lagak-lagak orang KL.
Assalamualaikum.
Mungkin sudah agak terlambat untuk saya membuat post ini tetapi… suka ati saya ah. Kamu nak nyibuk asal?
Kepada kawan-kawan di KMS
Sudah dua tahun kita bersama. Tapi rasa cam cepat je masa berjalan. Sedar-sedar dah dua tahun. Pastu terpaksa berpisah lak.
Mungkin pasni ada di antara kita yang tidak akan saya temui lagi. Mungkin juga ada yang akan menyepi. Pape pun saya minta maaf atas segala kesilapan. Minta dihalalkan segala makan minum yang saya pau secara sengaja atau tidak. Kalau ade hutang tu, halal-halalkan je la.
Saya memang hidup nomad dari satu bilik ke satu bilik yang lain. Manalah tau ada yang kecik ati sebab sepahkan bilik, sori eh? Saya dah try kemaskan katil yang saya tidur tapi mana la tau ada yang tertinggal/terlupa…
Semoga kita berjumpa lagi nanti di BTN dan kem bagi mantap akidah. Tak pon, nanti kat airport. Good lak tuk masa hadapan.
Kepada Asip, sori la kalo aku yang pecahkan tiga rekod tu dulu, bukan ko. XD
Kepada rakan-rakan IRPku
Aku datang tanpa dijemput. Ternyata aku memang penyebok nombor satu. Terimas atas penerimaan anda semua terhadap saya yang datang menyebok, dan atas segala tunjuk ajar (dan gosip) yang saya dapat.
Anda berjaya menghiburkan hati saya tatkala saya berduka cita (cewah!!~)
Papepun, saya sebenarnya tak sure kalau kedatangan saya tu ada paedahnya ke tak. Mungkin tak, mungkin ya. Kata orang, saya banyak mengajar tapi secara jujur ‘banyak sangat ke ilmu yang aku curahkan untuk depa nih?’.
Semoga Rose dan Usu dapat hidup bersama. Hehe~
(BTW, aku tak ngangis kat toilet la!!!)
Kepada junior
… Saya mana baik sangat ngan junior… Pape pon gud lak ah tuk final nanti…
Kepada guru-guruku
Saya akui saya bukan anak murid yang baik.
Masa hari guru, takde sorang cikgu pun yang saya sms, bagi kad dan sebainya. Time tu takde duit. Ye ah. Kalo satu kapkek dah dalam RM2, sembilan cikgu (enam cikgu subjek, tambah TOK, pendidikan agama Islam dan bekas-bekas cikgu kelas) dah RM18 dan time tu saya memang ada lebey kurang RM14 je. Mana mampu.
Lagipun, saya memang jenis tak banyak cakap. Cikgu kekadang ajak borak saya banyak senyap je. Saya tatau nak cakap ape sebenarnya.
Kepada Cg. Azian, saya mintak maap kalo tak dapat tujuh tuk math. Saya dah cuba, mungkin tak cukup baik. Tapi exam hari tu agak susah. Paper 3 banyak sangat mistake. Saya tau, cikgu mesti nak saya 7 sebab saya ada harapan. Lagipun, KMS masih takde 7 tuk math lagi.
Kepada Cg. Khomah, saya betol-betol nak cube jadik cam cikgu. Tapi saya cam tak cukup muka garang je… Saya hormati cara cikgu yang rasional. Semoga cikgu berjaya amik Master dengan cemerlang.
Kepada Cik S
Sori ah kalo saya kaco cik selama ni. K k… Saya takkan kaco lagi. Pasni, cik takkan dengar pape pon dari saya…
Yang benar,
Muhammad Hilmi bin Abdul Majid
Last nite, I had a dream, a bad dream.
In the dream, I already went home but unfortunately I need/must go back to KMS to attend another paper which is HISTORY. I was shocked and quite scared because I didn’t do revision on History.
I went back to KMS but woke up late for the exam. But not just me, there are other people as well who woke up late. Then, suddenly rain comes down heavily. And due to that rain, the exam was cancelled.
All students were placed in the surau due to the heavy rain. And that’s the end of my dream.
I woke up and said to myself, is there any History paper? Ade ke tak? Bingung seketika. Ah! Mimpi je! But what if I were to have another paper? Wouldn’t it be hectic?
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So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belongThe long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life you’re my sweetest nightingale
But I cant hear it here no more
And I go
I goHush now, don’t shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face
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It’s the end of my life as a student in Kolej Mara Seremban.
No more KMS. No more IB student. No more BT31. No more…
I don’t really feel sad. Because I know that I must go on. I have dreams that I must achieve.
It’s just another goodbye. The same when I was leaving my former schools.
The Orientation
I came here on 26th of June 2007. Knowing most of my friends who came from MRSM Taiping and MRSM Jasin. I felt frustrated at first because I aimed for KMB, not KMS (well, not anymore).
We were grouped and I my group consisted of Makwan, Jawa, Husna, Aqilah AS and uhhh… who else? Anyway, I became the group leader even when I didn’t want it. During that time, I still do not have confindence in leading.
And during that Fantastic Night, I sang a boria together with Zharfan. Here’s part of the lyrics:
Tanggal 26 Jun perjalanan bermula,
Kolej Mara Seremban depan Allson Klana,
Kalau nak pergi kelas payung kene bawa,
Itulah dia indah khabar dari rupa.
Boria Kolej Mara, kami gurau saja,
Jangan marah kami, kami budak baru belaja,
Sesi soal jawap ramai tanya pasal India,
Depa ingat MARA bapak depa punya.
Boria Kolej Mara, kami gurau saja,
Jangan marah kami, kami budak baru belaja,
Hari-hari aku dengar cikgu bercerita,
Makin aku dengar, makin aku suka.
The Class
I then entered class BT31, the combination of biotechnology and tindikan. At first, there were 3 boys and i-don’t-remember-how-much gurls. But then, after few weeks or months, Qusyairi, Farah and Amalina (if I’m not mistaken) left.
And there were only two boys and twelve gurls in the end.
The Friends
I met a lot of friends there in KMS. From one room to another.
We had great time. We laugh together. We eat together. We pawn Jak together. And we sleep together(?).
It was fun to me.
The Last Dinner
At last, the Nite of Glitz and Glory.
I did not have lots of clothes to wear. I just wore my usual clothes and borrowed brown trousers and shoes from Awe.
If anyone looked at me during the dinner, I seriously looked gloomy and alone. It was because my tables are mostly the managements of the dinner. And it was because I never like goodbye.
Usu won the Prince of The Night while Cassey won the Princess of The Night. He represented my class in the performance together with Ezzat. I didn’t want to get involved because I already planned to be gloomy that nite.
And the bus took us back to KMS, where my friends transferred the pictures taken. While I, do not keep even one picture. I don’t want it. I want to let it go.
The Last Day
We packed. And one by one, our friends gone. But not forever.
It’s finished. It’s done. Finally. There is no such thing as IB examination for me anymore.
It was quite tough, some of it. Some are easy while others are quite ‘terkapai-kapai’ to get 7. Here’s a brief story of my final exam.
Malay A1
Paper 1
We started our exam with Malay paper 1.
It was quite hard to understand the passage given. It’s Malay but how can we understand completely the whole story if we are only given about one or two pages of the literature work? Some of us made wrong assumptions on the dialogues, the relationship of the characters and so on.
For me, I just answered it without much problem. Ye la, main jawab je. BM mane nak tau salah betul.
Paper 2
Paper 2 was easier than paper 1. Everyone agrees on this. Luckily, I remembered some of the dialogues from the dramas.
Mathematics
Paper 1
An unexpected incident during our paper 1 Math HL. While answering the question smoothly, suddenly there was no electricity. Biao je la. Pedulikkan. But of course, there were lots of sweats.
Paper 1 was seriously easy, compared to our trial and some exercises. Bak kate Reza, tengok soklan ni memang macam makanan saya. I hope to get full mark in Paper 1.
Paper 2
Hard. Not sure if harder/easier than trial. But it was undoubtedly hard.
I answered it all. But I’m not sure if I made any careless mistakes. Hope not. Sigh.
Paper 3
Quite hard and I made lots of mistakes. I lost my marks from question 3(b) till the end. That is about 20+ marks. Sigh…
English
Paper 1
No comment. It’s like any other exercises we had.
Paper 2
I wrote about a police report regarding Mat Rempit. I’m not sure if it’s good enough. It wasn’t as fun as when I was writing essay for my trial exam.
Physics
Paper 1
VERY VERY HARD!
To get 20/40 correct is good enough. To get 30/40 is quite impossible. And to get 40/40 is an impossibility. I was like huh? Then like what is this? The next one’s like (total silence).
I hope I’ll get around 25+.
Paper 2
It’s ok in my opinion. Just like normal questions. Not so much of difference except for the question one.
But sume tak puas hati sebab projectile motion tak kuar. Projectile motion antara tajuk paling senang nak dijawab.
Paper 3
For the 1st time, I studied paper 3 physics seriously, after seeing my paper 1 was like hopeless.
Paper 3 was mostly like subjective questions. You just answer it. Write as long as you wish (in the spaces given). And you’ll never know if it’s right or wrong.
Entah la…. Harap-harap 7 physics saya…
Chemistry
Paper 1
Err… Not much to comment on. It’s quite ok.
Paper 2
Soklan satu tak tersangka lak tanya pasal uncertainty dan significant figures. Tak pe la. Saya pro sebab selalu siap lab report.
It’s ok, my chem paper 2.
Paper 3
We took Biochem and Further Organic Chem.
The biochem questions was biase-biase je. But I couldn’t answer the question about HDL and LDL, almost the whole page except the definition of the two lipoproteins. Aiyo…
Ade lak salah eja. Malam tu Atta dah cita yang starch tu leh jadi amylose atau amylopectin tapi dia tak gitau cana nak eja amylopectin. Saya eja aminopeptin.
Questions of Further Organic was quite ok. They asked mostly about activating/deactivating group of benzene and acidity/basicity of organic compounds. Tapi sayangnya, penat-penat hafal mechanism tapi yang kuar mechanism yang pelik. Rugi hafal hampir 6 mechanism.
Business & Management
Can this subject be rounded without having to split it into papers?
For business, I really didn’t study much because in the end, the mark scheme will say “A detail approach and relevant to the case study.” Zzz…
So, for business paper 1, I studied the morning before the exam and the same method is used for paper 2.
But I guess, I answer it quite ok. At least I finish to answer all the questions. This was the first time for me to answer all paper 1 question and the second time I finish to answer all paper 2 questions.
Relax ja la…. Tengok je result nanti…
Conclusion
I really99x want to get 45 points. 7 for all subjects and additional 3 points from TOK and EE. This is because there is still no student in KMS who gets 45 points. In KMB, there are about 5 students last year.
If any of us get 45 points, he/she will break 2 or 3 records.
1. The first person in KMS getting 45 points
2. The first person in KMS getting 7 for Math
3. The first person in KMS getting 7 for Physics (if he/she takes Physics)
I hope that I’ll get 45 points. InsyaAllah…